Sunday, July 20, 2008

too close

I honestly believe you can like a person too much. I think my problem is i like people too much. I invest too much in a person, i commit too much in them, i care too much about them. And I do this b/c I always think I will get the same in return. And you know what, I never do. This is why I don't have a lot of friends. This is why I kick myself every time I try to let someone in. I push and push cause I know deep inside I can't let them in. It's honestly never worth it. And then they come along...someone that wants in. Someone that makes you believe you will get it ALL back in return. And I forget and I get tricked. Cause I start to believe again. And I always, always get hurt in the end. I'm too old for this crap. I'm always better off in the end not letting them in.

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